So it's been four months since BF quit his previous job. Since then, I haven't written much except for Erjin's blog, and I've not being doing that one for that long. BF works again, he's going to be home uber late, and here I sit, for hours, complaining to myself I'm getting nothing done. I've lost the ability to write. Again. And I goddamn have ALL DAY to do something. Nope. I'm actually hoping complaining here is going to get my brain going, as I have a lot of re-working to do.
Oh yeah, I am a writer. Sorta. Right now I'm thinking: hmm, that map I made of the world, it needs an overhaul. A massive one, as it needs to be fully redone. I think of it in terms of inhabitants and compare it to my own view of it: nope, does not compute. Way too far to the east, needs to be more towards the middle. I'm driving myself utterly mad with my detail-oriented mind that just LOVES to laugh at me for being a dumbass. No, seriously. It's madness.
I swear I write much better overall than I'm doing here <<
Oh yeah, Erjin's blog ? Over there. If you're interested. If not, well, I'm still gonna go my way, and try to get any sort of progress done. I expect an epic fail.
In conclusion: GRARGH.
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